I’m a 22 year old reserved guy and the good part about my personality is that it has made me an excellent student at school and I’m really proud of that. I’m usually the lonely type. I didn’t really have people I could call friends growing up, I only had classmates I spoke to in school.
My parents were very overprotective and I was always restricted from going out, so I got drawn to reading and playing video games, so that has been my life even until now. When I entered UG, I was always in my room.
My roomies will go for parties, clubs, entertainment shows and all those things and I’ll be in my room reading something or chatting on my phone. Around my second year, I made a friend who could not believe I lived like I did.
He thought my life was boring and he wanted me to have fun. I was comfortable the way I was but he will always come to my room and force me to go out. He started taking me to places and I was cool and then he introduced me to weed.
I didn’t like it the first time, but after a while, I was hooked. He started selling the weed-infused brownies in school and he was just giving them to me for free. I remember they used to relax me after a tiring exam and I liked them so much.
Then one time we were talking about girls and I told him I have never dated or kissed a girl before or even talk about having s*x with a girl. He was surprised, but he saw that I wasn’t lying. He told me we can fix a match with a woocup girl for me and I agreed.
Later I just changed my mind. The whole arrangement was weird for me so I told him to forget it. If I will have s*x for the first time, it must be with my girlfriend. He started sending me contacts of girls to be chatting with. Truth is, I was too nerdy to even keep the conversations going.
I found small talk very boring and I couldn’t maintain the daily chats because I just wasn’t used to it. So that wasn’t working and the ladies all ghosted me after some time. Then I told my friend to get me a woocup girl and we arranged for the fun to happen at his end.
He was renting his own place and I didn’t want any trouble with my parents. He got two girls for each of us, but when it was time for the action, I got so nervous that my Jack couldn’t even get up. The whole situation was too weird for me and the girls didn’t want us to touch them or do foreplay or anything. They wanted us to go straight and enter.
Well my friend didn’t waste time and in the end, I was so ashamed I went to the bathroom whiles he knacked both of the girls. Later the whole situation became awkward and he stopped rolling with me. He started saying I was gay and I didn’t like girls.
The whole thing affected me and because of that the urge to sleep with a girl to prove I wasn’t gay became very strong. During one vac in third year, I went on tinder, found one of the girls and fixed another match. This time, it was just me and her.
My parents were not home and my friend and I were not rolling anymore. But despite the fact that I had all day to prove I can sleep with her, I just couldn’t. My heart will beat so fast and anxiety will just take over and I couldn’t do anything. It was very embarrassing. I paid her and just let her go.
When I returned to school for a new sem, I heard about Madina Ritz junction on Jodel and many of the guys commented under the posts about how the ‘ashawo’ girls were cheaper and they allowed you to play with their br*asts and all that if you pay a little extra so I called my friend and told him we should go to ritz and I will pay everything.
We met at the main entrance of the school and boarded a car to the place. It was like a slum with a lot of kiosks packed together. My friend is tall and he drew their attention more so he got one and left me standing awkwardly there.
Every ashawo girl had her own small kiosk with a bed inside. I was about to leave because I was scared the anxiety will take hold of me. But this young Nigerian girl approached me and led me to her kiosk. When we got inside, she stripped and I realized I still wasn’t getting hard. She even saw I was very nervous and asked if it was my first time. I told her yes.
She layed me on the bed and told me to watch porn on my phone and relax. She just layed by me and started playing with my jack and that worked instantly. When I got hard, she gave me protection to wear and just hopped on me and started riding. It was a crazy feeling and we went for a couple of minutes before I reached climax.
After that encounter, I have become her usual client because she somehow knows how to make me feel good. I don’t know if I regret losing my virginity this way or not, I just felt like sharing this confession anonymously. I’ve met some of my schoolmates at the same corner and everyone acts like they don’t know you and that’s cool.
Now I live a double life, my family thinks I’m a saint and only my close friend knows that I smoke weed and knack ashawo girls at ritz junction. I just wish my parents weren’t very overprotective and hard on me. I would have known how to balance my life and socialize better
