This is my issue. I’m not sure how others perceive it, but it’s tearing at my heart and causing me to be sleepless. Because of this issue, I am unable to date good-looking men. I require assistance.
I dated Philip a year ago. If I had considered how he treated me from the beginning of the relationship, it would have lasted no more than a week. He was never physically or emotionally present. Aside from that, he made me look like garbage. Because I didn’t have a job, he looked down on me and even called me stupid in front of my face every time we spoke.
I should have abandoned him, but I couldn’t. His Yinky was far too strong to be left alone. Every time he got me in bed, he made it just as I wanted it. I had no idea about orgasm until I met him. He didn’t have to work hard to bring me there. He didn’t require much time. He understood exactly where to touch and tread to make my body yriiii. It was the only thing he had going for him.
That’s why I couldn’t leave him so soon. I stayed for a year before deciding to leave. I wanted to leave him while keeping his yinky, but it wasn’t an option, so I had to let him go.
It’s been a year, yet I still remember how he made me feel. Eric is someone I’ve dated. He was kind to me but lacked in that aspect. As a result, I couldn’t regard him as my boyfriend.
He realised I didn’t love him enough, so she left.
I’m now dating Abass. He’s near the top of the list of decent men, but he lacks Philip’s charisma. How come the nice ones don’t have a decent Yinky yet the bad ones have yinky dipped in honey?
I’m stuck for the time being. I can’t get Philip off my mind, and the only good news is that he’s no longer in town. Otherwise, I may be inclined to cheat on Abass. I want all Abass has; if he could just add Philip’s prowess, he’d be the perfect guy.
I know it’s my fault—a wound that has to be healed—but how can you get over something like that? How do I completely forget about Philip and concentrate on this new nice thing that has come my way? I require assistance. The only assistance I require to fulfil my love life. Please assist me.
